One day my children were having a laugh in the lounge and one of them said ” Illuminati confirmed” and for some strange, unbeknown reason to me I felt a surge of nausea. I walked into the lounge and firmly told my children to never speak of the Illuminati in our house again. I can not explain to you why I said or did this, I had never heard of the Illuminati, I didn’t even know what the word meant but for some reason it evoked a massive surge of negative emotions from within me. My son looked at me and started to laugh, he said “Mum, why are we not allowed to speak about the Illuminati? Do you even know what the Illuminati is? I stood rooted to the spot and replied ” No I don’t, but I don’t like that word”. My son then went on to tell me they are a Historic secret society and that there are lots of videos on youtube about them. I told him I was not interested and didn’t want to hear another word about it. He just looked confused and said ” ok Mum, but I don’t get why you are being so funny about it, lots of people talk about them.
Needless to say, that evening after my children had gone to bed I reluctantly started to look into the Illuminati, which led me to lots of other things from freemasons to ancient aliens, Flat earth and fake space. It was endless and started to consume most of my free time, it was always on my mind, I would seek out others to discuss conspiracy theories with, It was taking over my life. Don’t worry readers I am not writing this blog to try and convince you that the Illuminati are ruling the world or that we are being controlled by shape shifting Royal reptilian beings, I would hate for anyone else to waste any of their precious time watching and reading hours and hours of David Icke. It is my belief that this man is nothing more than a shill along with many others, like his friend, Alex jones. They are only there to promote fear and I believe that fear or any other negative emotions will hold us back and delay the evolution of our spiritual selves, the reason I say ‘delay’ and not ‘prevent’ is because I feel that this is something that is happening right now, it has been happening for a very long time and will continue to happen within many human beings, it is inevitable, it cannot be prevented, it cannot be stopped, it can however be slowed down which we will discuss another time.